Up and Down at All Hours

I have had the strangest sleep cycle for the past day and a half; I took a monstro-nap this afternoon after going to bed only 2 hours later than I normally do and getting the same amount of sleep. Now I’m here again at 12:30am wide awake and feeling kind of strange. Maybe it was […]

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Part of My Self

Not a typo, I swear.I was just reading on GalaDarling again, and on the email updates from TUT’s Adventurers Club, and I am confused. Confusion seems to be the opportune mot; I am feeling as if a continental shift must occur.I… well. The first thing I need is to do my classic action: make a […]

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Gorgeous

Sometimes I love the nervous energy. It fills me up with the ability to succeed, but it can also take it away in a snap. I’m not going to post any pictures until after the show because all of my creative energy seems to be unintentionally drawn to it. Instead, I am going to write […]

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I Know, I Know…

(…the picture above is one that I took in my mini-photo shoot yesterday – I just came home and I definitely don’t have time to create a new one. So sue me, if thou canst!) Here are today’s highlights:New dawn, new day, but what is to come of it? A soft rain falls from the […]

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Ups & Downs…

I feel. I really do.I’m not sure why, but today has been one of changing emotions. I felt so good just to be at the end of the week and having accomplished something with my cast and having worked out most days of the week… then it came crashing down when my oral spiraled away […]

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My Self

I wish there was a reason to cry. Because then it would make sense and I would be able to – without guilt, without fear of my own emotions. I would be able to express without thought, without judgment. But instead there is no reason. There is the sound of my breath as it moves […]

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Reflections on a Busy Life

I was listening to Barack Obama’s Dreams from My Father again today, and I started to realize how all of his values have been shaped.The messages of his campaign are quite similar to the life lessons he wrote about throughout that memoir; his beliefs as contrasted with those of Malcolm X and the ideas imparted […]

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Nexistentialism

I wrote most of this post this morning [during English class, yes, I don’t care if that is incriminating] so the only thing I am going to say other than that is that I must must MUST finish my personal stuff tomorrow morning – we have school, then Speak rehearsal and then an open rehearsal […]

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Drained & Lonely

It seems pretty random to me that the hot chocolate box makes specifically 39 servings. Why not 40? Or 38? Or 27? [mine actually probably did only make 27 or less, because I always add WAYYY too much powder to make it super thick]On another, probably more important note, today was the first day of […]

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Pure Emotion

Paint with the wind. I don’t want to talk about today, I don’t want to talk about tomorrow, I don’t want to talk about the past or the present or the future. All I want to talk about is you.Call it conceited, call it a ‘burst of passion,’ call it what you will but I […]

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